A.M.

One night, while I was still in university, I could not sleep - heart aches always keep me awake and get me thinking or make me get a pen and paper and write. This is the result of that particular night, a poem called a.m..

a.m.

    2am
    I am alone in my room
    Music keeps me company.
    My life passes through my mind.
    No roommates tonight,
    Don't know where they are.
    They cannot replace you.
    We talk every day.
    2 people
    In 2 different countries
    And the phone between us.
    Right now we have a relationship over the phone
    That became part of us.
    We both work a lot
    And days pass by quicker,
    But I miss you so much.
    "I love you" you tell me every day
    I reply even though your love
    Is so much stronger than mine.
    Sometimes I feel I don't deserve you.

    3am
    I cannot sleep
    I'm still thinking about you
    You'll come visit in 2 weeks,
    And I can hardly wait to see you.
    I miss you arms around me.
    I miss you lips on mine.
    I miss your body next to mine.

Blog return

It's been a long time since I posted on this blog, but now I finally get the chance to do so. If you ever checked my other blog Mariance's corner, you know by now why I was not online for so many months and what happened in my life lately. If you did not visit my other blog, I will tell you on short that I've moved from Romania to Jamaica and I had to take care of a lot of things before getting hooked to the internet again and writing on my blogs. Now I have an almost full time job and when I get home I sometimes have to do homework with my little one and always have to spend time with her... so blogging is pretty much last on my list, but I will try not to let such long breaks again.

Ok, enough talking about my life. Here is another poem I wrote when I was younger:

Exact science 

Us.
You and me.
As simple as 1 + 1 in math.
Or maybe just as complicated.

Us
Like 2 colors
Black and white
But if we mix them
Do we get gray?
And in what percentages?

Us
4 years between us.
The ideal difference some say.

Us
3 weeks since I last saw you
And I miss you so much…

Us
1 day since I talked to you on the phone
Few hours till you call again.

Us
As precise and exact as math
Always dealing with numbers,
Always getting the same result:
2.

Us
2 people madly in love
2 hearts that beat for each other
2 souls that found themselves.

Us
Forever together
Until infinity.